the feeling of overwhelmXsurgery day
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stepping into third year of vet med(i dont have to type it fully anymore right? huhu its long!) the feeling that always come on top and abovee the number one is OVERWHELMING. Feeling like there's so many things to accomplish, endless to-do list, lots of things to revise again(really need to revise the anatomy and physiology back!, why no one telling me theseee) Plus juggling with my online store(@miraclec.bynufa and @ootd.bynufa) adding to the overwhelm-ness. Plus with faculty society work, yada yada.
sometimes i feel energise to face all of that, sometimes i do feel lost like 'where should I start?' . It has come to a point, that I cannot prioritize and classify which one that I suppose to finish first. I need to do my revision, but it is the peak hour that I should advertise my store, which should come first?! (aaaa)
seriously, accept the fact that semester break is such a heaven even though got practicals and such, while a new semester is all about work till you drop.
especially on Tuesday, from 9am till 5pm is totally spend for surgery. In the morning is the lecture, in the evening fully spend for surgery practical. its a big guilt inside myself when I dozed off during the lecture for couple of minutes(the aircond is so cold!) then when the lecture finish I have to revise it again, so does with other lecturesss, thus increase the overwhelm feeling again. Its quite lot. In the evening, as for yesterday my practical starts at 1pm, so quickly after my lecture need to get my lunch before the food runs out and change into scrub suit(girls need their time to get ready!) and of course must be punctual at the same time. when practical is done need to rush home and samak all the clothes before Asar prayer time goes off. then just I can have some 'me-time' before get back to work after Isyak.
when it comes to that point, I found out several ways that works for me to bring back my consciousness and spirit to get back to work. one of the most ultimate ways to get out of the overwhelm-ness is to call my parent, my mom! I called her almost every day, whenever I call she will thought that I have something important to tell like 'tak cukup duit ke?', but nooo, most of the time just to hear her voice enough to calm and soothe me down, get on my feet back and realise why I do this at the beginning. 2 to 3 times per week I'll force myself to get on my feet and do some jogging, which I can escape my mind from all the animals for a while,
when it comes to work and study, I used to be a perfectionist in everything, which I realise it took a lot of my time. now I learn to focus on progress rather than perfect, its ok to do mistakes, but the most important is I must learn for it. everything must be in fast pace right now, studying, working, finishing the assignment, because later in fourth year, the elevator will be much much much faster than now, everyone is walking, talking, thinking, eating, drinking, making decision, calculatinga patient dosage medication and everything are in fast motion. in other word, high efficiency is when its done in a less time right?
whatever it is, I try not letting the overwhelm feelings overwhelm me. always find a way that can keep motivate and rekindle my spirit.!
sometimes i feel energise to face all of that, sometimes i do feel lost like 'where should I start?' . It has come to a point, that I cannot prioritize and classify which one that I suppose to finish first. I need to do my revision, but it is the peak hour that I should advertise my store, which should come first?! (aaaa)
seriously, accept the fact that semester break is such a heaven even though got practicals and such, while a new semester is all about work till you drop.
especially on Tuesday, from 9am till 5pm is totally spend for surgery. In the morning is the lecture, in the evening fully spend for surgery practical. its a big guilt inside myself when I dozed off during the lecture for couple of minutes(the aircond is so cold!) then when the lecture finish I have to revise it again, so does with other lecturesss, thus increase the overwhelm feeling again. Its quite lot. In the evening, as for yesterday my practical starts at 1pm, so quickly after my lecture need to get my lunch before the food runs out and change into scrub suit(girls need their time to get ready!) and of course must be punctual at the same time. when practical is done need to rush home and samak all the clothes before Asar prayer time goes off. then just I can have some 'me-time' before get back to work after Isyak.
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when it comes to that point, I found out several ways that works for me to bring back my consciousness and spirit to get back to work. one of the most ultimate ways to get out of the overwhelm-ness is to call my parent, my mom! I called her almost every day, whenever I call she will thought that I have something important to tell like 'tak cukup duit ke?', but nooo, most of the time just to hear her voice enough to calm and soothe me down, get on my feet back and realise why I do this at the beginning. 2 to 3 times per week I'll force myself to get on my feet and do some jogging, which I can escape my mind from all the animals for a while,
when it comes to work and study, I used to be a perfectionist in everything, which I realise it took a lot of my time. now I learn to focus on progress rather than perfect, its ok to do mistakes, but the most important is I must learn for it. everything must be in fast pace right now, studying, working, finishing the assignment, because later in fourth year, the elevator will be much much much faster than now, everyone is walking, talking, thinking, eating, drinking, making decision, calculatinga patient dosage medication and everything are in fast motion. in other word, high efficiency is when its done in a less time right?
whatever it is, I try not letting the overwhelm feelings overwhelm me. always find a way that can keep motivate and rekindle my spirit.!
share your tips too!
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