the bad side of me.
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I am actually rewriting this!i lost the draft *cries*
there's a lot of bad side of me, but one of it are
I wanna do everything.
Frankly speaking right after my SPM, one of the thing that cross my mind, is I wanna further into STPM instead of Matriculation, Asasi, and others. Because, my tiny knowledge about STPM is, 'it is one of the hardest exam in Asia' *corrects me if im wrong*, due to that, I want to challenge myself.
Then, of course, I didnt further STPM, why? the rest was history. I continue to apply matrics and asasi*foundation study* as usual, and also scholarship to oversea. I received my matrics offer letter first, short after that, my asasi letter came. Then, my mind came to realise that I was actually wanna do veterinary since I was 9! Okke so here we go Asasi!
But then again, the scholarship offer letter came in two months after I register and study in Asasi. My mind changed again, but the course is the one that I dont have any slightest idea of furthering into it since im a kid, it is dentistry. At that time, I 'thought' I can do it since I WANT it*and i wanna go oversea*,so, its just a matter of effort. No girl, you're so wrong.
But my mom is my gravity, she stop me from taking the offer and from making a short-minded decision. She had the 'mom-instinct' that I should further in veterinary instead of taking the offer. Unwillingly and with rebellious heart, I let go the offer. Alhamdulillah, now I am soooo grateful that I didnt. Cakap mak always right!
Now, I am venturing into online business world, it is one of my passion, but when I come across to one type of business to another type of business, I become sooo greedy to venture into all of it. Start from selling product, until online networking. I easily lost my focus. But a lot of business sifu, said 'must focus on one thing' first right? but this Nur Fadhilah wants it all! *so tamak this girl*
Next, I wanna learn Mandarin, so I installed the mandarin language learning app into my phone. Honestly, I have not even finish the Basic No. 1 lesson pack. Can I say its because due to my packed schedule??
And even now, I actually spark some desire to do vlogging. Hahaha, *again so tamak this girl, even your blog isnt reach 100000 views*
Then I realised, I dont want to be the 'jack of all trade but master of none'. Instead of dabbled in many things, but actually cannot master it, its so unsatisfying, and has no meaning. But I just realised it when Im now, a 22 years old girl, i should have used that time to master in something!
So now, I want to fulfill what Im doing now, veterinary medicine student-online businesswoman-blogger-self taught mandarin learner *oh my,i just realised how lots it is* before moving on to any new 'passion', kind of. #prayforfadh
I'm actually rewriting this during my self study time, *i love self study time!* because im not in the practical group today, mine is next week. yeay! so the entry must be compact and shorter than my draft version cuz i have to get back to my study! nanti kantoi. bye!
there's a lot of bad side of me, but one of it are
I wanna do everything.
Frankly speaking right after my SPM, one of the thing that cross my mind, is I wanna further into STPM instead of Matriculation, Asasi, and others. Because, my tiny knowledge about STPM is, 'it is one of the hardest exam in Asia' *corrects me if im wrong*, due to that, I want to challenge myself.
Then, of course, I didnt further STPM, why? the rest was history. I continue to apply matrics and asasi*foundation study* as usual, and also scholarship to oversea. I received my matrics offer letter first, short after that, my asasi letter came. Then, my mind came to realise that I was actually wanna do veterinary since I was 9! Okke so here we go Asasi!
But then again, the scholarship offer letter came in two months after I register and study in Asasi. My mind changed again, but the course is the one that I dont have any slightest idea of furthering into it since im a kid, it is dentistry. At that time, I 'thought' I can do it since I WANT it*and i wanna go oversea*,so, its just a matter of effort. No girl, you're so wrong.
But my mom is my gravity, she stop me from taking the offer and from making a short-minded decision. She had the 'mom-instinct' that I should further in veterinary instead of taking the offer. Unwillingly and with rebellious heart, I let go the offer. Alhamdulillah, now I am soooo grateful that I didnt. Cakap mak always right!
Now, I am venturing into online business world, it is one of my passion, but when I come across to one type of business to another type of business, I become sooo greedy to venture into all of it. Start from selling product, until online networking. I easily lost my focus. But a lot of business sifu, said 'must focus on one thing' first right? but this Nur Fadhilah wants it all! *so tamak this girl*
Next, I wanna learn Mandarin, so I installed the mandarin language learning app into my phone. Honestly, I have not even finish the Basic No. 1 lesson pack. Can I say its because due to my packed schedule??
And even now, I actually spark some desire to do vlogging. Hahaha, *again so tamak this girl, even your blog isnt reach 100000 views*
Then I realised, I dont want to be the 'jack of all trade but master of none'. Instead of dabbled in many things, but actually cannot master it, its so unsatisfying, and has no meaning. But I just realised it when Im now, a 22 years old girl, i should have used that time to master in something!
So now, I want to fulfill what Im doing now, veterinary medicine student-online businesswoman-blogger-self taught mandarin learner *oh my,i just realised how lots it is* before moving on to any new 'passion', kind of. #prayforfadh
I'm actually rewriting this during my self study time, *i love self study time!* because im not in the practical group today, mine is next week. yeay! so the entry must be compact and shorter than my draft version cuz i have to get back to my study! nanti kantoi. bye!
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