"When distance become Pride, maybe only the Miracle can break. Maybe"
Assalamualaikum Dun-ya~
well well... seems like it will be unfair for you who blogwalking here but then left with questionnaire in head.
"What is that..... mean??" *stress Reader's face
That words is made when I read a friend shared status.
So, Fadh simplified the long status into one sentence :)
When two person or more or less who become a best friend or besties, there must a point when we must say goodbye and make our own way of life. It is may be a short distance or long distance between them, either. Each has their own life, busy with chores and hectic schedule, can't spend even a second or a minute to just send a simple text to their friend.
When time passes by, each will thought that
"Maybe A is busy. I afraid if my text will disturb..humm"
"Probably B is busy. Perhaps I'll text or give a call later.."
Later and later. Procrastinating each other. However, one day their distance will turn to Pride or ego.
"Why should I text A first?"
"Do I have to text B first?? A should be the one to"
See? Pride is there. Their separation make each other become awkward. When awkward and pride is there... humm Fadh still didn't find the solution how to solve it.. but the friendship value itself is much more valuable right? So do the Family-ship too.
Perhaps, Miracle?
Don't let your pride overcome and ruin your friendship. You may lost your long last friend since your primary school. You may lost you shoulder to cry. You may lost your recording tape to spill your secret. Just spend a little moment of your precious time to make a small act that lead to ever last friendship.
In shaa Allah.
So do Family-ship too :)
Don't let your pride overcome and ruin your friendship. You may lost your long last friend since your primary school. You may lost you shoulder to cry. You may lost your recording tape to spill your secret. Just spend a little moment of your precious time to make a small act that lead to ever last friendship.
In shaa Allah.
So do Family-ship too :)
So,Readers any suggestion?
29th Ramadan 1435H.
Too early for me to wish Hari Raya.. wait ya. :)
Assalamualaikum Dun-ya
Days are counted down. Numbers on the calender are crossed out. 5 days of Ramadhan left. In shaa Allah, going to finish this year Ramadhan with one and my only family.
Hows your Ramadhan dear Readers? Mine?
Cannot state that mine was good because totally still have a lot of flaws during this one whole holy month. But, one thing I do noticed, is how much I miss my mom affection during Ramadhan.
Nur Fadhilah used to be the kid who always jealous with her other siblings because she thought that her mother is being unfair. But she didn't shout it out loud.. its just she kept hurting herself from the inside. And I believe that there are numbers of adolescence did have the same thought as mine. :) Please rid it away from your heart and soul kids. See things using our heart and read between the lines.
And, this Ramadhan made me realised, how much my mom had actually try to be fair to all her four daughters. And it is not an easy thing to do.
While I'm busy cleaning the toilets before Hari Raya. Its a big achievement for me to clean all of it! But I'm alkaline suffocated now.huhu. Mama is really busy with her Hari Raya cookies orders.
After finish with the cleaning, I'm just lending a hand to help lightly here and there.
Once again mom said..
"Tak payah pegi mana-mana, duduk ja dengan mama.. Nanti sambung bisnes mama" -Mama
That is not the first time I heard that kind of expression. She said it several time, before I went to sleep, when doing chores, masa urut kaki mama, lots of time.
When I thought that she's being unfair, she is actually dividing her affection fairly among her daughters. I do wish I could stay at home forever. But I do have a dream to pursue.
Days are counted down. Numbers on the calender are crossed out. 5 days of Ramadhan left. In shaa Allah, going to finish this year Ramadhan with one and my only family.
Hows your Ramadhan dear Readers? Mine?
Cannot state that mine was good because totally still have a lot of flaws during this one whole holy month. But, one thing I do noticed, is how much I miss my mom affection during Ramadhan.
Nur Fadhilah used to be the kid who always jealous with her other siblings because she thought that her mother is being unfair. But she didn't shout it out loud.. its just she kept hurting herself from the inside. And I believe that there are numbers of adolescence did have the same thought as mine. :) Please rid it away from your heart and soul kids. See things using our heart and read between the lines.
And, this Ramadhan made me realised, how much my mom had actually try to be fair to all her four daughters. And it is not an easy thing to do.
While I'm busy cleaning the toilets before Hari Raya. Its a big achievement for me to clean all of it! But I'm alkaline suffocated now.huhu. Mama is really busy with her Hari Raya cookies orders.
After finish with the cleaning, I'm just lending a hand to help lightly here and there.
Once again mom said..
"Tak payah pegi mana-mana, duduk ja dengan mama.. Nanti sambung bisnes mama" -Mama
That is not the first time I heard that kind of expression. She said it several time, before I went to sleep, when doing chores, masa urut kaki mama, lots of time.
When I thought that she's being unfair, she is actually dividing her affection fairly among her daughters. I do wish I could stay at home forever. But I do have a dream to pursue.
ready to deliver. labels are copyright :)
So, appreciate your moments with your family. Priorities them in any kind of situation.
And for the father-to-be, when you're come back home from work and your house is in mess, please don't blame your wife for just sitting around without doing the house chores, you may be wrong. Because chances are, they are using that time wisely with developing your kids.
Clean house, hard hearts.Or something like that-Amy Joyce.
Continue our chase for Lailatul Qadr!
Continue your chores Fadh.
I don't know why..
Feel want to talk a lot.
Feeling energetic.
Full of happy soul.
Mungkin kerna cuba dan terus cuba
Cuba lari dari masa
Lari dari kenyataan?
Cuba berlalu pergi dari kegusaran.
Biarlah rasa ini menipu
Di samping berharap
Ia bukan lagi semu. :)
MUSICMODE:Tahu-FynnJamal
20/7/2014
I know there a lots of readers who don't understand this entry. But sincerely.. thank you for keep on reading. Apologise too for writing such an 'emo' entry. This is just one of the disease when blogger who has been kept long in the house with nothing to do except house chores.
Feel want to talk a lot.
Feeling energetic.
Full of happy soul.
Mungkin kerna cuba dan terus cuba
Cuba lari dari masa
Lari dari kenyataan?
Cuba berlalu pergi dari kegusaran.
Biarlah rasa ini menipu
Di samping berharap
Ia bukan lagi semu. :)
MUSICMODE:Tahu-FynnJamal
Dan kau tanya dalam diam
Dengan mata kau biar pejam
Bagaimana mampu wujud sunyi di riuh engkau berdiri
Satu per satu hilang ertinya
Berdikit-dikit menyesak dada mahu kau lari dan bersembunyi
Tapi mana kau harus pergi
Sminf
20/7/2014
I know there a lots of readers who don't understand this entry. But sincerely.. thank you for keep on reading. Apologise too for writing such an 'emo' entry. This is just one of the disease when blogger who has been kept long in the house with nothing to do except house chores.
Malaysia bumi bertuah.
“What I want to say to Malaysian is, if im going to spend
the rest of my life here, I’ll try to say Thank you to everyone that they have
save my life” –Amal, from Syria.
Ramadhan sekali lagi dicemari di tanah Palestin. Letupan
bom, missile, roket every 5 minit. Tapi kita di sini. What are we doing for
every 5mins? Kanak-kanak riang Malaysia masih riang ria membakar duit yang
bertukar menjadi bunga api indah di mata namun tiada nilai. Please my dear
parents, enlighten them what are happening now. Sedarkan mereka dari mimpi
indah. Bukakan mata mereka dari novel drama.
Kanak-kanak di sana? Pemuda di sana? Bahkan wanita?
Mereka sentiasa bersedia bersahur di dunia namun berbuka di
syurga. Cemburu. Ya cemburu. But, me myself still have a lot of flaws to be
mend. Jangan mimpi nak jadi tetamu syahidahNya di syurga.
Teringat impian zaman kecil dulu,
“When I grow up, I want to join Mercy Malaysia.”
Namun haluan kini berbeza. Serius diri ini ada rasa terkilan.
Tak mampu untuk menghulur tangan mencurah keringat untuk mereka. Tapi satu
benda yang Fadh observe dari Fadh kecil, sampai sekarang, any country that need
help, Malaysia is always there. Alhamdulillah.
Wars, tsunamis,
floods, earthquake, we, Malaysian will be there. Sentiasa cuba membantu yang
mana terdaya. Rakyatnya walaupun golongan biasa sedia menderma. Hatinya lembut
luluh berlinangan air mata memahami mereka. Teruskan Malaysia.
Doa.
And I do hope even when it comes to religion matters, Malaysia
still always will be there. Hanya doa menjadi penghubung antara kita, mereka
dan Dia. Hanya doa yang pendek namun tulus tiada henti menjadi senjata. Hanya
doa mampu menjadi bukti pelusuk dunia Islam merasakan yang sama.
Cuma Malaysia,
Tolong tanam sifat syukur dalam dada,
Sila singkirkan dengki dalam jiwa,
Kembalilah ke jalan asas agama,
Seimbangkan juga dengan nikmat dunia.
Jangan biarkan mentari terus sembunyi,
Dek nikmat dunia menggunung tinggi,
Jangan lokek untuk berkongsi,
Kerana Dia maha memerhati.
Sayu namun ku tahu,
Kau dan aku
Kita sama rindukan Tuhan.
Lessons
1-Mind your jokes even when you're actually moody.
2-Don't be selfish and think of others too.
3-Jangan selfish ea fadh. Bulan puasa ni. *sigh.
Harap hati dia sejuk lepas berbuka.
"Your my downfall your my muse. My worst distraction my rhythm and blues"-John Legend.
*talking to Elmo
"Dia tu merak kayangan awak(fadh) tu pipit je.."
1-Mind your jokes even when you're actually moody.
2-Don't be selfish and think of others too.
3-Jangan selfish ea fadh. Bulan puasa ni. *sigh.
Harap hati dia sejuk lepas berbuka.
"Your my downfall your my muse. My worst distraction my rhythm and blues"-John Legend.
*talking to Elmo
"Dia tu merak kayangan awak(fadh) tu pipit je.."
Assalamualaikum Dun-ya, Salam Ramadhan...
One peaceful sunny day, Elmo had moved to a new town. He started touring around joyfully but he's alone. Fortunately, he met a fat cat Louie.
Elmo: Hye there cat! Me, Elmo.
Louie: Ouh, humm hai, I'm Louie.. sorry but I'm busy here.
Elmo: Need help? We could be friend.. :) I'm newbie here.
Louie: Ouh *purr yeah, Okke.
They became friend, very good friend. Instead of their differences, they still understand and trust each other. One evening, they promised to play together at the park before breaking their fast together. Louie waiting and kept on waiting but Elmo silhouette didn't seem to appear. On the next day,
Louie: You lie to me. I've waited you for ages!
Elmo: No, please give me chance to explain. Please.
Elmo explained. He actually needs to help his mother with her business at the bazaar.. Elmo did tried to finish it as fast as lighting so he could meet and play with Louie.
Louie: *Purr. I'm disappointed. Give me time.
One peaceful sunny day, Elmo had moved to a new town. He started touring around joyfully but he's alone. Fortunately, he met a fat cat Louie.
Elmo: Hye there cat! Me, Elmo.
Louie: Ouh, humm hai, I'm Louie.. sorry but I'm busy here.
Elmo: Need help? We could be friend.. :) I'm newbie here.
Louie: Ouh *purr yeah, Okke.
They became friend, very good friend. Instead of their differences, they still understand and trust each other. One evening, they promised to play together at the park before breaking their fast together. Louie waiting and kept on waiting but Elmo silhouette didn't seem to appear. On the next day,
Elmo: No, please give me chance to explain. Please.
Elmo explained. He actually needs to help his mother with her business at the bazaar.. Elmo did tried to finish it as fast as lighting so he could meet and play with Louie.
Louie: *Purr. I'm disappointed. Give me time.
After a few days, Louie heart softened by Elmo patience. Louie then ran to find Elmo. They met at the first place they became friend.
Louie: Urmm, Elmo, I'm sorry too. I shouldn't be selfish.
Elmo: Ouh, its alright.. me the one who should inform you at the first place instead of keeping you waiting. I'm sorry too.
Elmo: So, we're good now?
Louie: Yeah.
Elmo: Let's go and play!
Louie: But it's scorching hot now!
Elmo: Why you wanna be friend with me?
Louie: Because we are different.
"Hai manusia, sesungguhnya Kami menciptakan kamu dari seorang laki-laki dan seorang perempuan dan menjadikan kamu berbangsa-bangsa dan bersuku-suku supaya kamu saling kenal mengenal. Sesungguhnya orang yang paling mulia di antara kamu di sisi Allah ialah orang yang paling bertakwa di antara kamu. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Mengenal".
Surah al.Hujurat (13)
Surah al.Hujurat (13)
Singkirkan su'udzon(sangka buruk) isikan dengan Husnudzon(sangka baik) sesama manusia. Jadikan Madrasah Ramadhan sebagai pemula. Setiap ciptaanNya berbeza, namun mesti ada satu titik persamaan yang disembunyikanNya. Jangan mudah menghukum kerana Allah sendiri Maha Pengampun siapa kita untuk menentu?
Working with cat sure is challenging! Thank you!
Cast: Elmo as Elmo, Abby as Louie.
Setting: Nikon D3000. Photoscape editor.
May Him bless.
In shaa Allah.
Sminf
Urm. Assalamualaikum.
Jangan biarkan wangianmu
Mohon memahami
Ia melekat di hidung
Yang memenuhi
Di setiap sudut mindaku
Mohon memahami
Ia melekat di hidung
Yang memenuhi
Di setiap sudut mindaku
Jangan senyum bila di depanku
Fokusku tergendala
Kau memaksa aku menutup mata
Tak sempat tutup telinga
Bila kau tertawa
Fokusku tergendala
Kau memaksa aku menutup mata
Tak sempat tutup telinga
Bila kau tertawa
#pencuri.
Sminf.
entry yang lapuk. dah lama dalam draft.
Kerana Allah bersama orang yang sabar.
4th Ramadhan 1435H.
Kerana Allah bersama orang yang sabar.
4th Ramadhan 1435H.








