Assalamualaikum dun-ya~

Alhamdulillah my finals had met the end of it. Let’s close our Semester 3 and will open the practical chapter, hee. Oh my, well. Piggy and fishes and moo moo are waiting for me~

My new chapter begins with sunrise watching from the top of the highest spot of Kolej 17. Shh  I cant tell hereee try to figure out ya.  One evening after a Physiology Vet exam, Maizatul Amira invited me for the sunrise watching and I don’t know why I felt soo energetic to try it out! It is actually risky to go there by ourselves and we are actually breaking the rules, but sometimes, its ok right?. I lived in a life of following every single rule and so scared to break them even one. But this time, I did broke it. Mistake done. Yeay.  Opss.

We started our journey right after the dawn. I honestly cannot sleep waiting for this journey! As someone who just ended her final exams, she would replace / ‘qadha’ her sleepless nights. But my eyes just cannot shut anymore when past five. Woke up and prepared some breakfast then took a shower before solat.  After that, rush to Blok B to meet up with the girls. Mai, Zuzu, Zati, Fathiah. As usual, eventhough we made a promise to meet at 0630 , we actually made up completely at 0650! Oh girls always be girls. Hey The sunrise!

We rushed to the tower and start our to step up to the air. Alhamdulillah we actually made it on time! Took pictures, sharing stories, had a good laugh out loud. Accomplished.

I admit, during my first year I had a hard time making friends. Why? Because  I’m afraid of making mistakes when talking to people. I’m afraid to just open my mouth and say ‘Hye’ just because we’re not close. Then, I realised I just need to be less  Paranoid and don’t get too hard on yourself. Open up and Smile!

Bila fikir balik about my finals, memang tak percaya that I’ve made it through. Nur Fadhilah yang tak pernah serious belajar 22 lectures of Genetics start from the first week, jarang sangat prepare and print lecture note sebelum datang kelas, lambat 5 minit almost every morning class, dan selalu..tertidur during class, and depending quite a lot on my lecture recording. This semester was among the hardest but I know harder semester will coming. Thus, when it comes to Finals, at the start of my study week,  I was almost fall flat on my own two feet. You got a LOT to catch up fadh. *cries

Alhamdulillah, Juggle everything during study week is actually possible, with the spirit come from your love ones. BUT it really cost you a lot of determination and hard work. Dont blame yourself put all the guilt,

No no no... dont utter word like those to yourself, You actually really can do it.

So, whatever happened don’t get too hard on yourself.  Sesekali dapat markah rendah dalam exam, jangan anggap diri tak pandai, bila selalu rasa lost dalam kelas, jangan terus look down on yourself. Instead, give yourself a soothing Ice cream*I always feed myself with ice cream during my downs, Get up and keep on improving yourself. Don’t ever let yourself drowning in frustrations.

After you have put every single effort on each exam paper, let the rest be handle by Him, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

Thus, my study week plus final exam week which I can say my satisfaction. Alhamdulillah. May our result be ease by Him.