We've all come this world to leave it one day. Nothing is meant to stay.
08:52
Assalamualaikum Dun-ya.
Alhamdulillah I'm breathing. Alhamdulillah I'm waking. Alhamdulillah I'm smiling in hurting.
And, nope, I will never ask for a new phone.
p/s-rasa macam nak tgk ulangan Adik Tanya Ustaz episod hari ni best.
Alhamdulillah I'm breathing. Alhamdulillah I'm waking. Alhamdulillah I'm smiling in hurting.
"See things in positive way. Allah is talking to you."
My HTC Wildfire S had malfunctioned out of sudden. At first it irritated me so much because I have to send an important and received important texts from my colleague in UPM. It irritated me so much, forced me to find solution from any source that I knew. My life depend on it too much. I couldn't lose it. I don't want to lose it.
Until you've lost your dependence toward Allah, Nur Fadhilah?
Until you thought you can solve everything by yourself?
Until you've becoming lost in the world Ni'mat?
I told my mom about my prob in weakness. I did it a lot of time yesterday. Until my mom become annoyed with me *loopsided. But one thing, I don't ask for a new phone from her. I will never do.
"Don't trouble yourself Abby. Have faith on Him." -Mama
I do hurt when hearing that reply. But then, think again. Maybe I've spent too much of my time on my phone all these while. Allah is waking you up.
One Nikmat is taken. That's to wake you up from this worldly dream. Good point is, Allah still want to talk to you. Waking you up. When He don't want to wake you up forever? What would you do?
What I'm trying to deliver here is.. whatever happens to you in this world, whatever, whenever, see it through you eyes of heart. Whether you want to take it as something irritating? something annoying? or take it as a Lesson and Nikmat from Him wanting you back. Because He missed you. The choice is in your heart. When I choose to take it as something irritating, my heart ache and lost hope. But when I took it as a Lesson from Him, my heart ease and its a chance for you to change.
See? Allah keeps giving us chance and chance for us to change to become better slave.
لاَ تَيْئَسُوا مِن رَوْحِ اللّهِ إِنَّهُ لا يَيْئَسُ مِن رَوْحِ اللّهِ إِلاّ الْقَومُ الْكَافِرونَ
“Jangan kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, melainkan kaum yang kafir.” QS. Yusuf (12): 87
As human, being on the cloud nine of world ni'mat is our nature. But remember, don't be the slave of the ni'mat itself. Because nothing is meant to stay. Put your priority on Allah first and the very first. Grab the chance to repent. Don't procrastinate.
So today, I pull out the sim card from HTC and fill it in my Nokia 3310 :) My heart is at ease. Alhamdulillah.
Qs. Al-Baqarah : 216
“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui”
And, nope, I will never ask for a new phone.
p/s-rasa macam nak tgk ulangan Adik Tanya Ustaz episod hari ni best.
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