Want something..?? Sacrifice something..That's The Rule. Let me share a Tale.
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Assalamualaikum Dun-ya..
Alhamdulillah..praise to Allah the Almighty.
Alhamdulillah I got the Interview for JPA-MARA Degree Programme,,I thought I never get it..In the happiness of me getting one thing I've wanted..but then I fall out from my cloud nine. Realising one thing.
Its the same date as Forum Competition which I wish to go and watch the competition plus helping my juniors too. Looks like 'sejarah kembali berulang' . Why I say that? Let me share you one story .
In 2012 . Two events came right in front my eyes .
-Pidato Piala Diraja Peringkat Negeri Kedah
-Emcee Majlis Anugerah ASAT Peringkat Negeri Kedah
"Ohhh ...I want both!!.."-fadh
See..betapa tamaknya diri ini . Sampai merayu-rayu kat cikgu nak join both of the event..over confident.Huh. At last..the Pidato I got 1st runner up..second place . Tak dapat champion/johan pun..terpancar sinar kedukaan di wajah guru pengiring yang fadh sayang . Sampai hari ni..wajah itu terlakar kemas di ingatan . Maaf cikgu!
Right after the competition..cikgu terus drive ke Dewan Majlis Bandaraya Alor Setar untuk rehearsal emcee. Cikgu diam ja on the way there.. Rehearsal Alhamdulillah everything goes well..until Majlis tu pun..alhamdulillah everything goes well atas IzinNya..ikutkan memang Fadh blur..tak tahu apa langsung tentang perjalanan majlis tu..Dapat pujian pegawai atasan..Alhamdulillah..tapi tak kesampaian nak bawa sekolah ke peringkat kebangsaan .
See?? I did excellently there but not so good in something more valuable.. Apa pun..semua tu pengalaman hidup yang mematangkan diri Nur Fadhilah yang entah bila nak 'matang'.
Rasa bersalah masih bersarang .
Now..history comes back . Decision.??
Well when I'm in National Service(PLKN) life , I've been thought about life always regarding making decision . Hidup sentiasa melibatkan pertimbangan . Kita memang tak boleh nak grab Everything in front of our eyes..mesti , harus dan wajib korbankan sesuatu . Dalam mempertahankan negara , mesti korbankan rakyat-rakyatnya..I mean rakyat dan pemimpin harus berkorban harta , masa mungkin juga nyawa . So bagi fadh..
Pray for me.Pray for you.Allah Knows Best.Sacrifice is the Key.
Alhamdulillah..praise to Allah the Almighty.
Alhamdulillah I got the Interview for JPA-MARA Degree Programme,,I thought I never get it..In the happiness of me getting one thing I've wanted..but then I fall out from my cloud nine. Realising one thing.
"Wait a sec..17th April..??"
Its the same date as Forum Competition which I wish to go and watch the competition plus helping my juniors too. Looks like 'sejarah kembali berulang' . Why I say that? Let me share you one story .
In 2012 . Two events came right in front my eyes .
-Pidato Piala Diraja Peringkat Negeri Kedah
-Emcee Majlis Anugerah ASAT Peringkat Negeri Kedah
"Ohhh ...I want both!!.."-fadh
See..betapa tamaknya diri ini . Sampai merayu-rayu kat cikgu nak join both of the event..over confident.Huh. At last..the Pidato I got 1st runner up..second place . Tak dapat champion/johan pun..terpancar sinar kedukaan di wajah guru pengiring yang fadh sayang . Sampai hari ni..wajah itu terlakar kemas di ingatan . Maaf cikgu!
"Orang tamak selalu rugi.." -Orang Tua-tua
Right after the competition..cikgu terus drive ke Dewan Majlis Bandaraya Alor Setar untuk rehearsal emcee. Cikgu diam ja on the way there.. Rehearsal Alhamdulillah everything goes well..until Majlis tu pun..alhamdulillah everything goes well atas IzinNya..ikutkan memang Fadh blur..tak tahu apa langsung tentang perjalanan majlis tu..Dapat pujian pegawai atasan..Alhamdulillah..tapi tak kesampaian nak bawa sekolah ke peringkat kebangsaan .
See?? I did excellently there but not so good in something more valuable.. Apa pun..semua tu pengalaman hidup yang mematangkan diri Nur Fadhilah yang entah bila nak 'matang'.
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| saat kegemilangan itu.. |
Rasa bersalah masih bersarang .
Now..history comes back . Decision.??
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| tada..!!! |
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| make a wrong decision ea? |
"Hidup sentiasa melibatkan Pertimbangan"-PLKN
"Hidup sentiasa melibatkan pertimbangan . Tiada istilah tersalah membuat pilihan tapi bagaimana anda menghadapi pilihan yang telah dibuat walaupun tidak tepat..:)" -Fadh
Pray for me.Pray for you.Allah Knows Best.Sacrifice is the Key.
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