At the same time, I recognise that at this time, each every person comes with different pros and cons. Uncertainties with jobs, but could stay at home with families, even with secure job, but staying alone. All of us have struggles, but at the same time being blessed. Every person difficulties 'slightly' being exposed to show us everyone having struggles, and no one missed from being tested so does being blessed. It taught me to count my blessing from biggest to even tiniest bit of gift. I miss my family so much, but  should be grateful with everything I still having now.

This is a huge 'pause/reset' button for me. I can do almost everything I want *except for working out. but i sneaked out to jog at my apartment compound yesterday. sorry! But you know I'm with anxiety when having to much leisure time.

Clinic gave us useful tasks to help with my anxiety. 1 journal, 3 case report journal writings. and 10 articles to finish. I managed to try donut recipe which turned out goodd. And I'm currently sitting on my bed, in my pyjama, typing my blog double screen with korean series, and thinking what to do after I finish this entry. *pheww what a job. 

I'm posting images on my instagram so I could remember the moment of this where I'm being blessed and how it helped me making some improvement in life and faith. Something most expensive in the world, like a dream come true, call TIME.