the moment when i just dont feel like it

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I know I often share about my life progress on social media; my veterinary studies, being director of prokasih projects, life thoughts, animals and anything related. I am aware that there are group of people that say I am bragging, yet there are people who dm-ed said they are inspired and love following my feeds, that is natural, so I am living in the Earth planet not Saturn.
Before I share something, i consider picture quality;yet cannot be on top because my phone is not that high end phone and I accept that, the background;is there anything unnecessary and inappropriate, and caption. What I share on social media, is what im trying to give back to society, I want to inspire people who see it, who read it. My effort is minute compare to other influenced people, but I always hope, at the very least, I help someone within my circle to be motivated, and be positive in life. What I share, is to motivate myself too. I believe in one of my senior buddy saying that ‘when you motivate others, yourself will be motivated too’ and yes, it does. and In this challenging era, people within my age;17, 20, 22 years old, we have our very own struggle to at least live, right? At this age, we already thinking of to help our family, to find a side income, to ace in study, to have peers and so on, and I am no exception. 
Even if I am not that significant in this world, I want to start doing something significant from now, because I have a lists of regrets for not starting a lot of things in earlier days, and I don’t want to repeat the mistakes. I want you, who see my social media feeds to start too.
And I do, really do inspired with my friends posts too. @afirahman video about her life thoughts, @hannnrmlee broke her personal record yesterday, @echaweyyy my unofficially grad senior yet now already working as vet, @itssyazani and @nurulatiqah_khairunkiang endless support for their k-pop group, and more. Love the the positivity flow like a river and countless like sand.

But there is a time,when i just dont feel like it. I feel so lazy to update anything. Myself feel unmotivated. I just want to spend my time with my family and friends without any presence of phone. i dont post any picture or instastory during this mid sem break after my endurance in terengganu if you happen to realise.
Frankly speaking, I used to compare between my number of ‘like’ with the number of my followers on instagram. I know my number of like doesn’t goes along with my 1k follower numbers. And I expecting people to doubt that. That is also a moment where i just dont feel like it.  When I think again, if they doesn’t like my feeds, they just can unfollow me, but why are they still hanging there?

Try to wash off my intimidation and I don’t need bother about number of like anymore, just focus on what I actually want to achieve through my feeds.
However, there are sweet part of my life that I want to cherish all by myself and keep it to myself. And I do have my broken moment and what I posted is my rise from it.

So, at the end of the day, every human being has the same needs of privacy and wants only God knows hows and what they are doing, either fine or not. Regarding social media, Every person differs by their intention but the sincerity that counts.

When you just dont feel like it, take one step back, and have a rest. But the world keep on rolling, and you can't let yourself resting for too long as others are still working for success, dont leave me!
Stay genuine with yourself. You know you.
Take a break, gather strong stance, and face it.






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