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Assalamualaikum dun-ya~

Well, since dah lama tak scroll blog dashboard, fadh scroll around and entry daripada blog Shazleen Sofea ni melimpah ruah ke ladang gandum! Rajin betul dia menulis. And of course, dia banyak idea and suka kongsi kisah hidup dia, start daripada life dekat Asasi, secret admirer dia, crush dia, life masa degree, semua dia kongsi in nice way of writing. Suka baca entry2 dia. And sampai la dekat satu entry daripada blog dia which is 50 Random Question. And I'm sooo excited to read it and it is my dream to make the same kind of entry but don't have the time to think of until 50 question.  >_<

Makanya, nur fadhilah mohon izin daripada Tuan Tanah http://cannotconnectlah.blogspot.com untuk menjawab soalan2 daripada blognya juga.. hee.



So, here's my answer for 50 Random Question about me. Let's start!


1. What's your birthday?
21st August 1995. Which fadh rasa susah gile nak jumpa orang yang share my birthdate. Macam 1 dalam sejuta je yang lahir on this date. Perasan?

2. What's your favorite colour?
Sejak azali and always be Red. Dari kecik sampai besar sikit pun warna baju raya semua merah je tak pernah warna lain. Bila masuk universiti baru ada baju kurung warna hijau and purple. 

3. How tall are you?
Erk. 150cm kot. Kadang-kadang boleh jadi 148cm. I think I'm tall enough..

4. Where would your dream holiday be?
Maldives or any island also can. ^^

5. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Can I be honest? Masa zaman sekolah banyak juga la.. Biar je tak penting pun,  fokus belajar!

6. Do you hold grudges?
Usually I tend to forgive and forget any bad thing people done to me but still sometimes the memory came back. If the person show positive changes and I will forget it forever and open new book.

7. Can you solve sudoku puzzles?
Yup sure. I love Sudoku. Once I start to play it, it's very hard to stop. Serious talk.
8. Are you a good liar?
I'll feel very guilty if I do so and I hate that feeling even though sometime being honest aren't going to satisfy myself..huhu. But feeling guilty is worst, so better just be Honest.


9. What has been your worst haircut/style?
I've only been to saloon to get a haircut once in my lifetime. For the rest of my life, my mom who did my haircut and I never regret even once. It always suit me^^

10. What's your favorite accent?
Japanese language and British and Melayu lama hehe.

11. Are you a hat person?
Nope. Not even umbrella. Let's enjoy the sunshine!

12. What's your favorite fruit?
Bananananana!

13. Is the glass half full or half empty?
Half full~ why a person would see as half empty?

14. Do you love or loathe Harry Potter?
Totally in love.. I wish I could turn back time where I read the first until the last Harry Potter series.. until now I still keep on rewinding the movie.. Whats ur favourite scene? hehe

15. Where do you like to go to on your first date?
Any beach will do.. with nice sand..
16. Do you miss the way things were 6 months ago?
Honestly I do.. which is when I'm struggling with my study. I start to miss it..

17. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I'm expert. ;) but can't hide anymore when facing Elmo. 

18. Are you a patient person?
Yes... but sometimes no. I'm actually the one who want to get what I want in fast way and will put my best effort to gain it.

19. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yes.. It's one of the best feeling to know there's someone is liking you in serious way. Not just for fun.

20. Are you afraid of falling in love?
I do afraid. But now, I'm learning to.

21. Do you still watch cartoons?
I thought I'm not, but I'm wrong. I realised that I still love Tom and Jerry when watched it on the ETS Train on journey to KL Sentral. I laughed a lot and the passenger beside me just stare. ;P

22. Describe your ideal proposal.
Ngee. Enough when my mama suddenly call me and saying that "Ada orang datang meminang nii.. nak terima tak..?" Pastu datang rumah then imamkan solat. Perfect. No need for candle light dinner bagai.
 Fadh berangan. 

23. Has a book ever upset you?
Urm, there's no book that will upset me. Whether the ending is happy or not, there's always something that I can learn from it.

24. Why your best friend is your best friend?
Urm.. when he/she can stand with my childish side.

25. How many books do you own?
Not more than hundred actually.. For now, I'm focusing more on to finish every book that I've bought..

26. What is your Chinese astrological sign?
Piggy2

27. How many languages can you speak?
Only 2, which Malay and English.. but I can understand Arabic

28. Nike or Adidas?
Neither. Brand isn't my concern..

29. Hot tea or cold tea?
Warm Greentea mocha pleaseee

30. Do you want to get married?
I do.. in shaa Allahhhh.. semoga dipermudah dan dipercepatkan bila tiba masanya :)

31. What's your favorite month?
Syawal! the month when I could ask for any food that I want! haha

32. Do you like waffles?
Yup! But I rarely have it because everytime I want to buy it I always think twice about the price.. Rasa macam mahal semacam.. tak berbaloi.. Last2 tak jadi beli..lepas tu mengidam.. then fikir balik harga,.. but then tak jadi beli jugak.. haha. well, me.


33. Your favorite youtuber
I dont keep on track on any youtuber.. But I'd love to watch Mat Luthfi(main stream huh?) and any stationery youtuber channels.. ops. (>_<)

34. Are you happy with yourself?
I do but sometimes I'm not, blame the unbalance hormone. But I always want to achieve more in my life.

35. What is the strangest thing you believed as a child?
Still lagi percaya yang kalau bulu mata gugur tu means ada orang rindu kita.. and kalau kita mimpi someone tu means orang yang kita mimpi actually rindu kita.. and kalau tersedak means ada orang sebut nama kita.. hee silly me.

36. How and where do you prefer to study?
I prefer to study in not-so-quiet-place at least ada bunyi kipas.. I dont prefer library honestly, because my mouth cannot shut and ada je bunyi yang fadh produce (ketuk-ketuk meja, nyanyi sorang-sorang, etc) nanti ganggu orang je.. I use earphone and music during study, but when it comes to memorising I need to slow down the volume,, 

37. What is your blood type?
I'm A+.. My mom is O.. So who I've followed? Yes, my father.. Father always being dominant in determining blood trait remember ??

38. Are you holding on to something you need to let go of?
Honestly ada.. And I keep on learning to let it go~ Sebab 
"Memory is for you to learn from it, And it shows how strong you are" -Elmo


39. Would you date a hottie who is totally dumb?
Nope. I need a person who can trigger me to think and make me become someone better, sekian :)

40. Do you consider yourself an extrovert or introvert?
I can be both depends on the situation. Jangan terkejut O_O 

41. What is family to you?
Can't describe. Tak cukup kalau fadh cakap my family is everything, because my family is beyond than that after all the ups and downs.. And I know it will be same goes to your family kan? Appreciate them.


42. What is the worst thing that can be under your bed?
Urm.. a pair socks?

43. Do you prefer to text or talk on the phone?
Text. You don't know how fast the beat of my heart when talking to anyone for the first time on the phone except for my mama.. But I will force myself for a call when it comes to serious matter and berlagak cool je.. :P Pretending.


44. Would you rather be twice as smart or twice as happy?
I'd rather be twice as happy.. because being smart can come along the way as long as you put on effort on it.. but the feeling of happiness can't be fake out


45. What is your most awkward moment in life?
Haaa how am I suppose to answer this? Segan.

46. What's you stage name if you ever need one?
Dhila.. perhaps? or stick to Fadh?

47. What do you think of horoscope sign? Does it really tell you how people behave according to their signs?
I think every description of each sign is based on their research on the people who born on that certain date of horoscope sign. So, the signs is actually according to the people. Not vice versa.. correct me if I'm wrong.. :)

48. Will you prefer vanilla over chocolate?
Nooo.. Always chocolate.Vanilla seems isn't thrilling.

49. If you can paint anything into life, what would you paint?
Tame dinosour. Tame lion. Tame tiger. Tame polar bear. I repeat, TAME.  And my own animal clinic...  *blink2

50. What is your first song you learn on piano?
Waiting Outside The Line with both hands. Phew really challenging but I've made it!

Assalamualaikum dun-ya~

Alhamdulillah its already 6th of Syawal. Let's start our 6days of fasting for the bonus of Akhirat prepared by Him especially for us. Fasting for 6days in Syawal will bring us to pahala of fasting as equal as fasting the one whole year for 365days! Subhanallah. Grab the opportunity!

Ehem. *betulkan spek.
Well, I really think a lot of time before writing this entry. Whether it is appropriate or not. Whether it is beneficial or not. I do hope it does!

After a year of study in Vet school, I'm going through an 8 weeks of practicals.. bayangkan berapa lama je cuti sem yang tinggal. Honestly, fadh cuti 11 hari je daripada 3 bulan cuti sem yang ada. The rest of the holiday, is fully booked for practical and some other matters, huh, be strong!

When you are in practical phase, people will treat you as 'worker' which is as someone who work with them. They expect you to work like them more than learning like a student. Thus, you need to highly aware and quickly grab the basic about the job scope, for example in vet practical, need to know how to do physical examination on the patient, clean the patient's wound, prepare medication and more. The staffs do not have much time to teach and train you couple of time over the same thing. Once they taught you, quickly grasp the basic and start doing your work. Then, you can learn while you're doing your job. Don't afraid to ask with smile :)

So, one of the important aspect in 'working' and when I enter the career world, is my appearance. I started to think about this when I'm going through my practicals term. Well, finally nur fadhilah is thinking about her appearance! ;P Every morning, wake up as early as 5.30(paling lambat) so I can get ready of everything(air tanah untuk sertu, baju lebih untuk solat Zohor, telekung kena bersih, etc) smoothly and wouldn't be late for 'work'. Finished my work at 5/6pm and walk back to hostel to clean myself for my next Asar prayer. After Isyak, I already fallen asleep if my day was very tiring sometime tak de la penat sangat, but ada certain day yang akan penat sangat sangat. And the next day, ulang the same routine. Thus, I end up with caring less about my appearance, wear the same tudung untuk keluar makan which is the one that is not used for work, care less untuk gosok baju, tak kisah kalau tudung tak jadi betul2, huhu something like that, yada yada.

But, I felt guilty for neglecting myself appearance. Reason? Because I am too tired to think about it. Lazy to think of what to wear, What colour to match with this and that,  etc. Honestly, and gradually, I started to feel less confident. Its not because I'm not beautiful(memang biasa2 ja), but because I realise I've neglected myself and causing me to start looking pale and worst, I'm not feeling good. Starting to become emotional damsel. Tsk tsk tsk.

Thinking of the root of the problem, I found that, nur fadhilah is actually getting lazy.

Then, I started by getting rid of my 'malas-ness' and take care of myself BACK. I used to take care of myself appearance, its just bila masuk fasa praktikal, jadi kurang rajin and I don't want that habit to continue bila dah start kerja nanti.

Beautiful and looking good is two different thing. You don't have to be beautiful to look good and looking good is enough to lift up your confidence. When you're confident, you will always perform at your best without worrying of anything.

bunch of awesome woman-to-be that i've met

 I'm telling this, because I realized that Malaysian teenagers especially, is working hard to make-themselves-beautiful, consuming various range of pills, whitening cream, whitening serum, glutacaps drinks, and more. Everytime I read those products' advertisement of Facebook and blogs it cause me goosebumps instead of eagerness to try. A lot of questions and anxiety rose. Are those product safe? Does it have any long term effects? Any complication? Does it come from original resource? What are the chemicals used? Maybe you would say that I'm paranoid, but what matter is our health and well-being in future. Please check and investigate the product background before making any purchase, when it is really safe, the power is in your hand to make the decision.

As for me, simple and sopan apparel, tudung bawal yang menjadi(hope you understand what I'm trying to say! >_<), some face powder and lip balm just to avoid myself from looking pale, enough to start my day. If you prefer some touch up of colours and pandai lilit shawl dengan kemas and you're also good to go! Fadh tak reti pakai shawl, huhu. Let yourself look good and thus you will feel good and confident to take over the world. Remember, less is more. No need to impress people with your beauty, because beauty is temporary, I encourage women to impress people with our brilliant brain and diligence. And balance between our duniawi and ukhrawi. I'm reminding myself too.

Looks and appearance does really matter for us,women. However in Islam, modesty is always the best.



Be true,
Do not neglect yourself, and
Seek love from Allah and love of others will eventually seek for you.