Assalamualaikum Dun-ya

Days are counted down. Numbers on the calender are crossed out. 5 days of Ramadhan left. In shaa Allah, going to finish this year Ramadhan with one and my only family.

 Hows your Ramadhan dear Readers? Mine?

Cannot state that mine was good because totally still have a lot of flaws during this one whole holy month. But, one thing I do noticed, is how much I miss my mom affection during Ramadhan.
Nur Fadhilah used to be the kid who always jealous with her other siblings because she thought that her mother is being unfair. But she didn't shout it out loud.. its just she kept hurting herself from the inside. And I believe that there are numbers of adolescence did have the same thought as mine. :) Please rid it away from your heart and soul kids. See things using our heart and read between the lines.
And, this Ramadhan made me realised, how much my mom had actually  try to be fair to all her four daughters. And it is not an easy thing to do.

While I'm busy cleaning the toilets before Hari Raya. Its a big achievement for me to clean all of it! But I'm alkaline suffocated now.huhu. Mama is really busy with her Hari Raya cookies orders.

After finish with the cleaning, I'm just lending a hand to help lightly here and there.



Once again mom said..

"Tak payah pegi mana-mana, duduk ja dengan mama.. Nanti sambung bisnes mama" -Mama

That is not the first time I heard that kind of expression. She said it several time, before I went to sleep, when doing chores, masa urut kaki mama, lots of time.
When I thought that she's being unfair, she is actually dividing her affection fairly among her daughters. I do wish I could stay at home forever. But I do have a dream to pursue.