Whats the not-that-hard? The new phase of my life aka adulting aka working life.
First thing first, I chose to get out of my comfort zone. Instead of working at place in my hometown, near my home, I chose to get out of the cocoon of comfort-ness of home, mom's cooking, and safety and secure cash. Its a hard decision. And it's actually a decision made together with my mom, but the one that first brought the idea was me, my mom was reluctant at first, but the only sole objective is she wants me to grow.
I had a rough days before started working, where I have to finish driving school within one month time with the urge where I have to pass the driving test at first try. Because the job is just waiting for me, but the only thing was I couldn't travel. It was rough because I had bad experience of taking driving test two years back. The struggle to free myself from the bad memory is real, need to fight with my own fear, putting all the hope and trust in Allah. I forced myself during the driving practice until my foot sprained and cant walk for three days. My faith was challenged. But with every trial comes the ease. Alhamdulillah, did it in three weeks.
Then, there come the working life. Honestly, the first two days, I cried. Every night came back from work, I texted my mom with tears rolling. The main thing that bothered me was, I felt myself being slow-pace person because I've been relaxing at home for two months, suddenly come to work at fast-paced place, there's lot to catch up. Second, is driving. For a newbie driver, less than a month to be exact and today is exactly one month I receive license! then need to drive in KL/Selangor, I was so stressed TT. Really. And yea, that was the two main thing that bothered me back then.
When it come to third day onwards, I started to take front clinic consultation, formulate treatments, diagnose the problem, did the minor surgery within the minimum timing, assimilated myself with the fast-pace working environment, things start getting better and kinda addictive. Then, it comes to a phase where I have to manage my finance... which I'm kinda waiting for the pay day currently :P
All of the events, thanks to endless supportive family, supportive working environment, ample space of learning environment, and source of strength from Allah for me to face the everyday challenge. I have a lot of thoughts about working as new vet, which isnt easy and I'm still learning to be better, and I think it is better to make separate post for that.
So, it isn't that hard. Find the joy and appreciate the moment in every phase. Studying is stressful and has it own joy. I enjoyed my study days, I struggled during that phase, and currently have no regrets. Working is where responsibilities starts on your shoulder and has it own joy, and the later phase, marriage, building families also has it own ups and downs.
Everything is possible. In shaa Allah.
First thing first, I chose to get out of my comfort zone. Instead of working at place in my hometown, near my home, I chose to get out of the cocoon of comfort-ness of home, mom's cooking, and safety and secure cash. Its a hard decision. And it's actually a decision made together with my mom, but the one that first brought the idea was me, my mom was reluctant at first, but the only sole objective is she wants me to grow.
I had a rough days before started working, where I have to finish driving school within one month time with the urge where I have to pass the driving test at first try. Because the job is just waiting for me, but the only thing was I couldn't travel. It was rough because I had bad experience of taking driving test two years back. The struggle to free myself from the bad memory is real, need to fight with my own fear, putting all the hope and trust in Allah. I forced myself during the driving practice until my foot sprained and cant walk for three days. My faith was challenged. But with every trial comes the ease. Alhamdulillah, did it in three weeks.
Then, there come the working life. Honestly, the first two days, I cried. Every night came back from work, I texted my mom with tears rolling. The main thing that bothered me was, I felt myself being slow-pace person because I've been relaxing at home for two months, suddenly come to work at fast-paced place, there's lot to catch up. Second, is driving. For a newbie driver, less than a month to be exact and today is exactly one month I receive license! then need to drive in KL/Selangor, I was so stressed TT. Really. And yea, that was the two main thing that bothered me back then.
When it come to third day onwards, I started to take front clinic consultation, formulate treatments, diagnose the problem, did the minor surgery within the minimum timing, assimilated myself with the fast-pace working environment, things start getting better and kinda addictive. Then, it comes to a phase where I have to manage my finance... which I'm kinda waiting for the pay day currently :P
All of the events, thanks to endless supportive family, supportive working environment, ample space of learning environment, and source of strength from Allah for me to face the everyday challenge. I have a lot of thoughts about working as new vet, which isnt easy and I'm still learning to be better, and I think it is better to make separate post for that.
So, it isn't that hard. Find the joy and appreciate the moment in every phase. Studying is stressful and has it own joy. I enjoyed my study days, I struggled during that phase, and currently have no regrets. Working is where responsibilities starts on your shoulder and has it own joy, and the later phase, marriage, building families also has it own ups and downs.
Everything is possible. In shaa Allah.
