Being in 'honeymoon year' is looking so great
Ya , just looking but the reality is it doesn't.
Long time I didn't update my blog.Just blogwalking here and there.
Our family had separate in better word I guess .
My mom , sisters and I move back to Kedah which is a Bless for us .
And Nur Fadhilah also change School!!
I now officially a SMKAK-ian student..alhamdulillah everything was fluently flowing eventhough it is very rough and though journey at first..
Alhamdulillah..Allah make my business easy here and there.
Without Allah I don't know how to survive
Without Allah I don't know what Life meant.
Allah is everything .
But , "pejam celik pejam celik" dah habis form Four yang Indah lagi permai ni..tsktsktsk..sedihnyaa
Ya , just looking but the reality is it doesn't.
Long time I didn't update my blog.Just blogwalking here and there.
Our family had separate in better word I guess .
My mom , sisters and I move back to Kedah which is a Bless for us .
And Nur Fadhilah also change School!!
I now officially a SMKAK-ian student..alhamdulillah everything was fluently flowing eventhough it is very rough and though journey at first..
Alhamdulillah..Allah make my business easy here and there.
Without Allah I don't know how to survive
Without Allah I don't know what Life meant.
Allah is everything .
But , "pejam celik pejam celik" dah habis form Four yang Indah lagi permai ni..tsktsktsk..sedihnyaa
Really totally afraid to face next Year SOM SPM i mean..
Fadhilah Nur Is Gettin' Bigger and Going To Face The World!
Assalamualaikum.
Peace Be Upon Allah The Most Merciful and The Most Gracious..He who is giving me the chance to see the World..and still giving me a chance to breath...
My Mama Always Said this every time I go to school..
That is My Charm now.
Because...it will just one week..that I have to leave all my fame and glory here..
I need to start from zERO to achieve back what I've achieved before..
Peace Be Upon Allah The Most Merciful and The Most Gracious..He who is giving me the chance to see the World..and still giving me a chance to breath...
My Mama Always Said this every time I go to school..
"Just FACE the Problem..every Obstacle is giving you strength to the BEST come out in Your Life.."
Yup!That is My Charm now.
Because...it will just one week..that I have to leave all my fame and glory here..
I need to start from zERO to achieve back what I've achieved before..
What is mean by the word 'hectic'? Yup Hectic:very busy with a lot of things that you have to do quickly.
Like the previous post..I've told you that I am such BuSY with works.and Study..Now There Are
Like the previous post..I've told you that I am such BuSY with works.and Study..Now There Are
ADDING
MULTIPLYING
and hard to
DIVIDE
Let Start With The Schedule
0300-wake up -study a bit
0700-go to school
1500-end of school -finish homework
1530-1800-Choral Speaking practice
1830-1900-finish homework
2000-2100-Bahas practice
2200-2330-study
+house chores +my lil sis +prefect
And all those have to be Succesfully Finish .
Frankly speaking , I almost reach my limit of patience where I felt..I wanna
Gave Up EVERYTHING that I have..Gave Up EVERY OPPURTINITY that other students CAN'T GET..
BUT
Believe me , Its Better Have Something than Nothing
All I Need Is
Patience
Family
and
Strength By Him..
Allah Almighty
This is all His "exam" for the Slave that He Love Right?
Insya-Allah..I'll Find My Way......for the
Bombastic Result
It was a totally Long Period not updating my blog..quite shock when looking at the visitiors increasing amazingly..but sorry from the bottom of my heart..that my blog is not Cool or CUTE or BEAUTY or Nice..so on and so forth...
WHY?
Because this person is very Busy person with lot of Matters need to be settle..
Try not to show off here..but it is the Truth that is Hard to Accept..
BUT..
At the same time..this person hard to talk about her thought..even write.
enough of writing the unnecessary thing..
BACK TO THE TOPIC
Do Something Withing Your Ability..
I love to talk..giving speech..debating....but not Chatting about girly things..sorry peeps..!
So..I Realise it is the Allah precious gift to me to have the Ability that not all people could have..I try and try to exploit my ability fully..and try not to miss any oppurtunity that land in front of my eyes to give speech..Don't Care about what people would saying..Don't Care about people bad Criticize..But Really Care and Bare in Mind every precious words of Advice by every people even mere junior.
BUT THEN I Realise
one topic I know it is out of my Ability to talk to the front of
Students , Friends , People..
It is about Religion.
I Do Love Very Much my Religion Islam..
Even , I did blame myself that
"WHY I couldn't give advice about it in Front my students since I Am a Prefect at the Religious School.."
Why Why..Really.
Im Blaming Scolding Myself Untill Now..
Alhamdulillah..praise to Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful..I Realise..that
we cannot blame the Faith that have been Written for us..and
Maksudnya: Daripada Abu Sa’id al-Khudri ra katanya, “Aku telah mendengar Rasulullah saw bersabda, “"Barangsiapa diantara kamu yang melihat kemungkaran, hendaklah ia merubah/mencegah dengan tangannya (kekuasaan) jika ia tidak mampu, maka dengan lidahnya (secara lisan), dan jika tidak mampu, maka dengan hatinya (merasakan tidak senang dan tidak setuju). Dan itu adalah selemah-lemah Iman".
[Diriwayatkan oleh Imam Muslim]
[Diriwayatkan oleh Imam Muslim]
But I Will Try My Best to do it in Writing
THEN..
Now on..you have to know that every person..Lies A Speciality that others Don't Have aside Us Who Have It..Track YOUR ABILITY
and Never
Let it Be a Waste
Berubah??..
Ingin saya memetik satu dialog daripada daripada Slot Zehra iaitu Nur Kasih yang masih kekal utuh dalam Ingatan saya..Entah kenapa..ayat tersebut membawa makna yang begitu mendalam..yang diperkatakan oleh watak Adam.."Kita mungkin tak boleh Berubah...sepenuhnya..tapi Kita Boleh Menjadi Seorang Yang Lebih Baik daripada Sebelum Ini kan?"Bila cakap tentang perubahan , rata-rata manusia mengatakan kita akan menjadi salah seorang yang
Persoalannya , betulkah dakwaan tersebut ??
Hiprokit-kah kita apabila kita ingin melakukan satu anjakan dalam diri ke arah yang lebih BAIK?
Pendapat Ana , apabila seseorang itu memiliki budi pekerti yang kurang elok itulah Hipokrit sebenarnya..Kenapa?
Kerana kita semua secara fitrahnya dilahirkan sebagai seorang yang Baik Cantik Sebaik-baik Kejadian..
Kenapa perlu kita mengubah fitrah yang sudah tersedia elok untuk kita?
Fikir-fikirkanlah
Ekspresikan DiriMu Sebagai Muslim/Muslimah Sejati~
Melangkah kaki ke alam Tingkatan Empat..
bukanseindah yang disangka..
Semuanya meleset belaka..
Apa tidaknya kalau semua menjadi huru-hara..
Hati ini bukan merungut atau tidak suka..
Cuba menerima keadaan sebenarnya
Apa maknanya kalau cemerlang minda sahaja
Jika badan lemah longlai di padang sukaneka
Sebab itu kami dalam dilema
Yang mana satu harus didahulukan jua
Pilihan mana yang sepadan dengan semua
Membuat keputusan mustahil jua
Namun kami
Cuba dan cuba dan mencuba
Mempertaruhkan diri sendiri
Di medan perang zaman globalisasi
bukan
Semuanya meleset belaka..
Apa tidaknya kalau semua menjadi huru-hara..
Hati ini bukan merungut atau tidak suka..
Cuba menerima keadaan sebenarnya
Tanpa mengeluh kepada yang Maha Esa
Kerja sekolah di sini sana
Bukan tak mahu siapkan semua
Tapi faktor kekangan masa
Kami siapkan mana yang terdaya
Kurikulum kami habiskan jua
Jangan dilupa KO-nya pulaApa maknanya kalau cemerlang minda sahaja
Jika badan lemah longlai di padang sukaneka
Sebab itu kami dalam dilema
Yang mana satu harus didahulukan jua
Pilihan mana yang sepadan dengan semua
Membuat keputusan mustahil jua
Namun kami
Cuba dan cuba dan mencuba
Mempertaruhkan diri sendiri
Di medan perang zaman globalisasi
Sabar
Taqwa
Istiqamah
I t u l ah K u n c i
Tajuk hari ini...seperti yang tertera di atas...^_^..keluarga..Jom tanya diri kita..Adakah kita sayang kepada kedua ibu-bapa?..Adakah kita sayang kepada kakak kita? ...Adakah kita sayang kepada adik kita?..Semua jawapan kepada soalan-soalan ialah "Ya!"..JIKA soalan-soalan tersebut ditanya kepada kanak-kanak tadika..dan adik-adik di Tahun 1-4...
Tapi..bila kita dah meningkat remaja..meninggalkanalam kanak-kanak..bilangan umur semakin bertambah..adakah jawapan kepada soalan-soalan tadi masih sama?..Mungkin masih sama...tapi..akan ada yang Berubah bukan??..Diri ini juga pernah mengalami hal yang sama..kerana keluarga kita rasa dikongkong...kerana keluarga kita rasa dipinggirkan..kerana keluarga kita rasa cemburu dengan adik atau kakak yang lain..tapi ingatkah kita kerana Keluarga kita disayangi dengan sepenuh hati seperti menatang minyak yang penuh oleh mereka??..Bisakah kita memperoleh hal yang sama daripada orang lain?
Cuba fikir kembali...imbas semula kotak memori..kepada siapa kita meminta pertolongan semasa susah??..kepada siapa kita minta 'bahu' untuk ditangisi?? ..kepada siapa kita minta 'telinga' untuk mendengar masalah yg menimpa??..kepada siapa kita Itu dan INI??..tak lain tak bukan..Ayah , Ibu , Kakak, dan Adik..
Tapi..bila kita dah meningkat remaja..meninggalkan
Cuba fikir kembali...imbas semula kotak memori..kepada siapa kita meminta pertolongan semasa susah??..kepada siapa kita minta 'bahu' untuk ditangisi?? ..kepada siapa kita minta 'telinga' untuk mendengar masalah yg menimpa??..kepada siapa kita Itu dan INI??..tak lain tak bukan..Ayah , Ibu , Kakak, dan Adik..
Teks Debate Ku yang awalnya..
Kemudian..kakak no.2 datang tolong...
Akhirnya..kakak sulung..(TESL-ian) tolong LAGI..
Ini baru contoh pertolongan daripada kakak-kakak..tak termasuk lagi daripada abah..mama..adik..Sebagai seorang remaja yang meningkat dewasa..kita perlu putar persepsi pemikiran kepada..Berapa banyak aku tolong famili aku hari ini?..Ada tak kata-kata tak sopan aku cakap hari ini?..Aku ada tolong mama/abah tak hari ini??..dan Aku solat awal waktu tak hari ini??...dan baaaaanyaaakk lagi..kita dah besarkan..?
Jangan biarkan diri bergelumang dengan kehidupan sosial bersama rakan..teman..kawan..tapi..gunakan masa isikan waktu sepenuhnya bersama Keluarga tercinta...selepas tamat alam persekolahan..Nikmat keluarga yang dikurniakanNya semakin menipis untuk kita nikmati..Jangan menyesal..
Sesal Dahulu Pendapatan Sesal Kemudian Tiada Berguna..
Just a Simple Mimple Memory Lane For All Of Us..
Because the Simplest is the Easiest to Remember..
reminder:click this when the song started first..
The Past
She didn't accept Friendship
Nor Friend
Everyone is just a Person around her
The Past
She neither trust in Friendship
Nor Person
Everyone is Just People talking to her
Day by Days
The World Revolve
Keeps Turning Upside Down
The Hard Core Heart
Had Opened
To accept the word of
Friend.Ship
But maybe
Its Too Late For Her
To Realize it..
She didn't accept Friendship
Nor Friend
Everyone is just a Person around her
The Past
She neither trust in Friendship
Nor Person
Everyone is Just People talking to her
Day by Days
The World Revolve
Keeps Turning Upside Down
The Hard Core Heart
Had Opened
To accept the word of
Friend.Ship
But maybe
Its Too Late For Her
To Realize it..
Miyanhae ..Aishiteru..
Hidup ini terkadang terlalu deras....terkadang terlalu perlahan...Itu semua hanya perasaan
Setiap perasaan ada pengaruhnya. Manusia perlukan perasaan..kalau tak kita akan menjadi seperti "robot" Tapi kadang-kadang perasaan itulah yang mengganggu kehidupan.
Memetik kata-kata orang yang lebih dewasa atau kakakku TERsayang..
"biasalah remaja yang mengalami tumbesaran ni selalu " berperang" dalam hati. jgn dilayan perasaan tu, jgn terburu-buru mengambil keputusan."
Jangan terburu-buru mengambil keputusan
Jangan terlalu cepat menghakimi manusia
Jangan terlalu pantas berputus asa...
Sesungguhnya..walau sesusah mana hidup ini...hanya ada Satu Tujuan untuk direalisasi..
''Dan (ingatlah) Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mereka menyembah dan beribadat kepadaKu. Aku tidak sekali-kali menghendaki sebarang rezeki pemberian dari mereka, dan Aku tidak menghendaki supaya mereka memberi makan kepadaKu.''
(Ad Dzariyaat : 56-57)
jom 'refresh' jiwa!
Everyone , every person , every human have their own story of their life . Someone , some people love to share their life story , but some chose to keep it privacy . Why? maybe because of their shy-ness or they unable to describe their story perfectly by words come out from their lips. We cannot blame them .
Its hard for some people to share their thought . Mostly because they fear to other people word on their opinion . That kind of habit that we have to get rid off . Come on...just let out your opinion..say it out loud..don't bother what people saying bla bla bla...And that what I am trying to do NOW..
Its hard for some people to share their thought . Mostly because they fear to other people word on their opinion . That kind of habit that we have to get rid off . Come on...just let out your opinion..say it out loud..don't bother what people saying bla bla bla...And that what I am trying to do NOW..
But bare in your mind...to look for the situation around you..Is it right for you to shout out? Is this the right place and moment for you to talk?..because some people is brave to let out their opinion and thought..but when it comes to the wrong place.. you are "eating" yourself..
Don't Let Words be Words Let Words be Real
FYI!
There will be some content of this blog cannot be supported by your computer...so i guess you cannot view my blog as beautiful as I view from my comp.
Hmm quite sad..I'll try to fix it A-S-A-P!
Honestly speaking..this is my first-second-third-fourth and FIFTH! BLOG!
Why??..No other reason than "Lost Password" problem.
Its like a 'curse' for me..
whatever it takes.. my true purpose of writing blog..is just to sharpening my writing skill..plus in my English and Bahasa Melayu subject of course..
One More!..to share any new Information with you..
So.. this blog will be in Two Language..Melayu and English..
Dont worry..I really love both of the language..peAce!
Why??..No other reason than "Lost Password" problem.
Its like a '
whatever it takes.. my true purpose of writing blog..is just to sharpening my writing skill..plus in my English and Bahasa Melayu subject of course..
One More!..to share any new Information with you..
So.. this blog will be in Two Language..Melayu and English..
Dont worry..I really love both of the language..peAce!









